How could this happen to mee!!!!

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I’ve made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can’t explain
What happened and I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I’ve made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I’ve made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

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bleh!

Yay.. dah lama kagak nulis ginian2 lagi.. hmm seminggu ini gue liburan seh.. kemaren ini ada revision CF sama IS juga.. ya ada gunanya pasti la.. dikasi tau trick and tips exam jg.. ya moga2 gue pass deh..

ok seminggu ini gue bikin account di paypal, tanya2 cust service nya, confirm nama, confirm sama DBS, apply internet banking, mau apply daridulu kagak kesampean.. baru kmaren ini ke ATM baru inget mau apply internet banking.. welll.. ya enak juga se bayar semua bill tinggal click click doang.. 😀 ati 2 kena phishing aje dah… amit2 :p

ya.. katanya si buntek da putus ama clara.. sedih jg se die be2 mayan cocok lah.. lol si buntek kmaren ini beli acc maen die.. hahah.. bikin priest lagi masa.. T_T namanye bhun pula.. hiz.. ya uda gpp lah yg penting gaming buat fun aje.. 🙂 btw kmareni ini gue juga ada kerja di expo.. kayaknye gue ketemu stanley die org.. malu jg kalo ketemu lagi kerja gitu kan haha.. die org ke gereja apparently.. jau amat mesti di expo.. =.=

hmm… barusan dwnload lagnye Da Rude – Sandstorm… enak man lagunye.. tadi siang dengerin si Jimi lagunye mayan enak2 .. jadi iseng2 tanya and dwonload lah.. heheh…wadoh akhir2 ini server laggy mulu neh.. internet gue dah mendingan kagak kayak dulu bikin keki.. kalo server maintenance ya palingan gue maen CS lah..hahah.. da kagak ada skill T_T …

ya uda dulu dah.. besok OL mesti bangun jem 8 pagi pula buat queue.. arghhhhhh!!!! mana bwl nef belon down pula.. smoga besok Staff of shadow flame drop deh.. 😀 hehe… eh shit lusa AQ20, zulgurub juga!! gilak maen ginian dah kayak kerja.. lol T_T

eXeQzaLie

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singnet technician coming tml!

不知不觉我日记已经超过一岁左右.. 看我自己的文章会觉得有点古怪, 讲些有的没有的.. 哼, 明天那个修理modem的人会来… 总算会有人举手之劳来打电话给singet.. 那个人就是我啦.. 什么都干.. 交水电费, 上网费.. 房租费上次也是我交的.. 唉.. 真是个好人.. 🙂 后天就要考试啦.. 考完师放一个里拜的假期, 一定要好好珍惜.. 有工作尽量去做, 赚点钱也行.. 没工作的话.. 就.. 呆在家里咯.. 减肥吧.. 看最近吃太多, 肚子会有点不舒服.. 有时间的话我尽量去跟朋友运动.. 打打篮球啦.. (我看我只是说说而已.. 懒..哈哈) … 晚安啦.

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Curse singnet!

I little bit shocked because of the unlikely event that occurs this morning…. the singnet customer technical service picked up my call less than 1min! (usually I waited around 30mins and still they got no person answer.. wthell) .. and… what can I say is wow!.. I called the cust centre about 10am in the morning, and I talked to them regarding my unstable DSL line, and they replied that they’ll send a technician to check a little bit further..

After waiting about 3hours as the person promised, still, I’m not getting any phone call from my hp, around 3pm I called the cust service again, and amazingly someone picked up the phone and checked the status of my case. It wasn’t the same person talking to me earlier. And I asked her where’s the call promised, but they said they called me around 1pm and nobody answer, I told them to call my HP instead, bcoz DSL line is mainly for internet purpose. Ok.. so I’m here waiting for the call from the technician to make an appointment.. again..

Today I revised small portion of CF, I’m afraid of answering the essay form instead of the calculation one.. question based on calculation indeed easy to get marks, but some calculations are pretty hard for me to digest.. so.. basically I’ll write question that asking about NPV, CAPM, APT, EMT, and agency cost thingy. I’ll study them all and focus on these questions btw.. I’m afraid they will set a number of question that has a relation with another chapter.. : /

K Imma go dwnstairs cooking some indomie..

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little thought

Weber believes in a form of organization which based on human rationality, hierarchy of authority, expertise, division of labour, impersonality, and rules and regulations. The emergence of bureaucracy will have a relationship with the industralisation which occurs about 100years ago. Society has unconsciously moved from what Tonnie call Gemeinschaft (natural will) towards Gesselschaft (rational will), a form of society that fits urban society, when everyone is a stranger, and consist a higher moral density, and more restrictive law.

Bureaucracy fits with either Marxist socialism and Weberian capitalism, the only difference is that, Marxist sees from the conflict point of view, and weber is from its source of power that control the society. Marx argued that the most important aspect of human beings’ social life lay in the material basis of that life. Hence, most of marx’s writings can be described as materialist.

On the other hand, weber argued that this wasn’t wrong at all, he suggests it is the change from traditional to rational thinking what makes the difference. He thought that an equally important and valid perspective was to see a two-way process. Weber demonstrated that human motivation and ideas were the forces behind social change. Ideas and values, and beliefs had to power to bring about social transformation.

Weber beliefs in a rational economic man model and it bring us to a form of bureaucratic organization onto surface. He beliefs bureaucracy is the most efficient form of organisation, and he also develops the concept of ‘ideal type’. Rationality, which weber described as the application of reason to achieve a desired end, leads to greater predictability, calculability, co-ordination and control in all spheres of social life.

However, criticism about bureaucracy from michel, states that “who says organisation, says oligarchy”. Indeed, formal organisation of bureaucracies inevitably leads to oligarchy, under which organisations – originally idealistic and democratic, eventually come to be dominated by a small, self-serving group of people who achieved positions of power and responsibility.

Stewart Clegg – French bakery

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