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“採菊東籬下,悠然見南山”是許多都市人的夢想,人們希望逃離城市生活的浮躁壓抑和渾濁空氣,期望返樸歸真的鄉間生活,告別四體不勤、五穀不分的日子。 農夫山泉有點“田” 百度了这一句话:结果出乎意料的是,关于此条的信息竟达60余万。没有想到,这句话已经被民间广泛传阅了的。原来,这句话也是从一句广告语中翻版而来,就铸成其流行的特性。然而仔细追究这句话背后所隐藏的含义,我们似乎还真有点可发掘的地方。

诗人海子有这样一首诗:从明天起/做一个幸福的人/喂马/劈柴/周游世界/从明天起/关心粮食和蔬菜/我有一所房子/面朝大海/春暖花开……这无疑是上个 世纪的流行语,即使到今天也一直被人奉为最理想的生活。然而,现实告诉我们,过于缠绵、性情的东西,只能作为一种鼓励和意境用心灵去体会,焉能整日的享 受,可以不为柴米油盐着想,周游世界呢?这让我想起武侠小说中的侠女和义士们,整天无所事事,除了打打杀杀、吃吃喝喝、谈谈情说说爱、管些自己看不惯的事 情之外,就不工作挣钱,养家糊口,难道他们不是人,没有吃喝拉撒?我忒不信了。没有工作,不去赚钱,也能整天出入“宾馆酒店”,东西南北的跑来跑去。我猜 想他们应该是连衣服也穿不起的“叫花子”之流,但他们硬是男的风流倜傥、英俊潇洒、衣冠楚楚,女的则千娇百媚、穿金戴银、时尚光彩。这个问题疑惑半天也不 得而知,在看过海子的诗之后,我彻底明白了,这仅仅是作者的一种憧憬和美好的向往而已。它不属于凡人的生活,那该是神仙享受的待遇,级别够高,我等平民百 姓,偶尔附庸风雅一回,到还可以,若要真正整日过这种生活的,十有八九的是小白脸、吃软饭,或者二奶级别被人包养的女人的生活。

我是什么样的人?不知道。其实,我倒真的算是一个安于现状的人吧?我从没什么野心,我只想平平静静的过完我的一生,有点事情可做,有点小钱可花,不至于饿肚子就好。但是,现在,好像一切都很不如意。心态不好吗?大约是吧……

我知道,这辈子,我是注定成不了农夫的,因为,我根本不是那块料了。农夫、山泉、有点田,怕也只是一种理想了……

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What’s the fucking root cause i don’t even know.. it seems that the friggin stupid module suffix got bugged somehow.. it didn’t show the icon as intended.. i’ve wasted my precious 3 hours fixing this omfg… firstly trying to use front end GUI to fix.. but it didn’t solve the problem.. so i’m forced to tinker here and there, thanks to my local DEV cum UAT environment.. i tried to backup and restore here and there.. trying to replace the apps contents but the problem still exist.. the file isn’t even corrupted.. and the last resort is to backup and restore the specific table.. but it won’t let me handpick the fields that i want to restore.. the system forced me to restore the whole table lol…

luckily i didn’t touch much about the module just yet.. i just need to configure the content first.. and the module will follow.. until now i can realise that finding root cause for this is such a waste of time and effort.. TBD i think… and i’d rather recover using backup & restore method.. the problem still lies there but i’ll try to avoid it instead.. it’s not my shit i won’t care much to repair it though.. well.. it’s a learning journey though.. tried to search google but this time round it didn’t show the potential solution to it soooo……….

that’s it.. i’m going to exercise…. so sick of this lol… take a break!

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Today i’m going to meet my friend who has long never contact since we graduate from high school and suddenly she just sent an sms to me and my friend saying that her main purpose is to find job here.. Well I can’t say anythig much since i’m not that expert in finding those.. And I said whether it is ok to meet and discuss haha..

Whenever someone mention her name, it reminds me during my highschool exam that time, I wanted to take a peek at her answer and she forbid me for seeing and hesitate to share her exam answers to me gaddamit.. Kek.. since then i think i didn’t talk much to her nemore.. hmm… Idk why my impression to her is as such.. Btw I seldom take a look at ppl’s answer and I think she doesn’t want to share with me because she thinks that i perhaps pose a somekind of a threat.. Last time I was ranked 5, she I think was more or less 6 or 7 I can’t recall now.. Btw on the later part she joined bio stream and I seldom talked to her nemore.. She has a good contact with other myanmar friends I suppose..

Btw life nowadays is quite predictable.. My 1st and 2nd test project commenced and finished successfully, documented the necessary, even my lead gave me the encouragement for it. Another one coming which is on 13.. What’s my observation during the test was.. Hmm lots of PLBKAC… Really.. I really eager to help these users to configure their outlook, apps etc but since it’s my first time I also am not familiar with those apps.. I saw murex login screen, tandem, BA teller etc for the first time in my life.. Btw when I visited the centre branch there for bcp test, I saw a lot pretty garls wandering around the branch backend idk doing what.. Reconciliation, EOD etc.. Gad damn the env is diff indeed.. Feels like IJP’d to the user side hmmm!!!……. 6 months probation has passed, more and more challenging task going on.. Which is ‘really’ testing my management skill I suppose..

Oh ya yesterday my mom’s called me during the afternoon office hrs.. She asked whether i’m willing to let go my sgd since it’s around 7.5k now and I said yes! Sell them all because it’s going to drop further!.. What I read from newspaper is more likely to be true.. Govt taking real measure to devaluate its own currency to maintain its competitiveness.. That’ll happen during these few months I suppose.. Perhaps it’ll further drop until 7.2 and stabilized more or less around there for the next quarter..

Well, knowing that i’m also playing a small part in my bro’s business makes me abit relieved. Although my portion is just a mere 10 to 20%, but there’s a kind of assurance from him though.. 101% believed him for any investmnt decision! Although at first i’m quite skeptical about his land purchase close to 2M.. But nonetheless he also has his own argument.. Not now? then when? The roi is set to be max 6years.. And I personally believe it’s a right move. 2 years to build, another 3 4 5 ? years to operate.. By then hopefully economy will return its good tides so that we all can prosper..

Anar’alah Belore!

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